Sweat Betul

SUPER a lot of pictures ahead. No time to really choose the nicer ones so haiya simply put all only! I’m blogging very frequently now cause we’ve been very socially active these days wtf unlike our normal nerdy selves. BUT all that will come to an end starting from today cause this week is the last week of class then next week is exam time T________T

Went to Senior Ball last Sat! Aud, Angie and Mild are gonna graduate this year omg please don’t get me started if not i’ll start crying buckets again T___T

Me with the girl with the most perfect hair in the world

Mild and Shanshan

With Angie

Hahahha damn ugly I wore my sports shoes to walk there cause didn’t want to walk in heels (changed to heels after that obviously)

Shan2, mild, me+baby wtf, aud, angie

Outside the hall

NO WONDER I HAVE THE BIGGEST TUMMY IN THE WORLD!!! go ball also still eating forever eating one but I already paid $15 so of course have to get my money’s worth right…I even tapau-ed the cookies back hehehe damn kiasu sial

Loving pic 1 haih see this pic also wanna cry already T___T how am I gonna survive without my two best friends here T___T

The seniors

Soulja boy dance wtf

Whose shoe is the dirty shoe!

Aud and angie with random glass

Loving pic 2

Super loving pic T____________T

their eyes are damn big wei mine pale in comparison

Loving pic 526521 T_______T

Story behind this pic: Suet said to angie “angie I’m gonna cry now damn sad why do people have to leave T_T” then angie said she’s really gonna cry too then we came up with an idea which was to camwhore more to prevent our tears from flowing out wtf but in the end we did cry a bit also T_______T saddest story in the world

Suet and her bf wtf wtf wtf

Shanshan and angie (her dress damn nice right!)

Yes I wore the same dress I wore on vegas night as well but it’s a damn nice dress ok! OK DON’T BELIEVE THIS PIC! because!!! I asked angie to photoshop my tummy away muahahha wtf

Original pic. See lah like 5 months pregnant how to show the world T_T but I don’t feel like my tummy is thaaat big also maybe I’m still in denial wtf

The end fuh! Actually I still have tonnes more in shanshan’s camera but i’ll post in the next post lah cause I know I won’t be going anywhere for the next few days so sure nothing to blog about.

I just realized something, after these three weeks, I’ll never get to take pictures with aud and angie and put them up in my blog again T_____________T damn sad damn sad damnddasadfkfksekg T_____T I mean I’ll see them again lah (and hopefully see aud forever if I marry her brother *big wet eyes) but it’ll be so different =(

This past year is the best time I will ever have in college because of our friendship and I can’t believe it’s gonna end so soon T__T What am I gonna do seriously! Who am I gonna speak Malaysian accent with? Where do I go to for help/gossip/hang out/camwhore/shop/bathe??!?!!?!? I’m dreading the 14th of may because I have to leave my two bestest friends but at the same time looking forward to it cause I just really wanna go home now.

Spring is here! It has been here for the past two weeks actually which is very good news =) On good days, it’ll be 24 celcius and on bad days, it’ll be around 15 celcius which is still really good!

It’s 3am now and I’m dead tired so I’ll just throw in pictures and call it a day ok?

Cherry blossom in front of Blanchard =D

Shan2 took this pic! very very nice! It’s my current desktop background

Yes I’m really addicted to oranges and I converted angie and shan2 to orange lovers too heh. I eat at least 4-6 oranges a day =S Please tell me there’s no such thing as orange overdose!

Haha shan2 asked me to go as near as possible and this is the nearest..that goose bites!

The college organized a spring picnic last Friday!

Hot dogs and hamburgers mmmm

All of us!

With aud and angie

Haha this is how we took that pic above

Shan2, me, mild, don’t remember =S, aud, angie

They gave us daisies!

Aud who hates the sun wtf

Mild and angie damn cute!

=D

I love spring! and picnics!

Blabla damn sleepy wanna die T_T

I got rashes after that wtf

Spring love <3

Barry bought me that bag!

Angie’s gang hahahhaha

Haih sorry for this lousy post but I’m so super tired now can die. goodnight everyone! I think I got more pictures on the picnic but nevermind lah always take the same faces only everyone also get bored already.

***DON’T READ IF YOU HAVEN’T WATCHED THE LATEST EPISODE***

Ok after a very careful analysis of the past winners of the wella products (I wanna win this so I don’t have to buy shampoos forever! Don’t have to buy shampoo=save money=happy suet! Cause if I get the RM100 I’ll surely spend it on unnecessary stuff and not buy good shampoo for my hair and risk having it looking like a bunch of dry twigs), I realized that those who criticized MDG will surely win one lor! And they also decorated their pictures with all sorts of stuff to show their effort and I guess like that only can show their determination kua.

So! I’m gonna do that too! What’s a few minutes of printing screen, pasting random stuff on those pics and thinking of bitchy yet funny quotes to a lifetime worth of shampoo!? Yes a lifetime cause frugal suet takes forever to finish her stuff. My biggest accomplishment so far has to be my 25ml free shiseido cleanser my mom got as a sample. She gave it to me last year in May and I’VE BEEN USING IT EVER SINCE THEN TILL NOW AND I STILL HAVE 1/4 OF IT LEFT! Sorry I don’t know why must shout maybe cause it’s a damn good achievement leh!! That’s like 3/20 of your 500ml bottle! And I’ve been using it for the past 9 months and still got 1/4 left! I’m seriously so so so so good. My secret is I wet my palm first and put a tiny 1mm blob and add a lot of water so the area/density/luas permukaan wtf will be more!

*big wet eyes. I should teach a class on how to be stingy wtf

Anyway talk so much still haven’t talk about mdg.

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Woot due to certain unknown pressure, I just spent 4 hours straight in front of microsoft word and I finished my paper o.0 And then I rewarded myself by watching MDG (omg! so unexpected) and I’m gonna watch my freshly downloaded new episodes of OTH and GossipGirl!!

Yay yay yay yayyyyyy!

Ok will continue blogging about mdg tomorrow since they still have the contest and I want RM100 so I can shop when I go back home!

xoxo you know you love me wtf

gossipgirl roxxor my sox wtf

I’m so stressed now seriously the word stress itself is not even adequate in describing the level of stress I have inside, outside, on top, underneath and all over me. My paper is soooo hard to write and I keep getting writer’s block every two words or so T__T I thought by choosing the best title ever, the isi wtf will come flowing easily but I was so wrong T__T I’m writing on the influence of religion on women’s role in premodern China (wahhh I told you right my title damn good) but that’s about the only thing I’ve written so far..

Haih. Just now we went to a dialogue between the Chinese and Tibetans students in our college. You all know what’s happening between Tibet and China right? Ok nevermind I’ll tell anyway. So basically Tibet has been under China’s control for a very long time and now Tibet wants to be free. Not just free as in gaining independence but they want to be able to have basic human rights that the chinese government hasn’t been giving them. On the other hand, the chinese government cannot give them independence because they think Tibet doesn’t have a strong enough government to govern their own people yet (after their long years of slavery problems).

Basically this is a very very complicated problem which I have one very good solution for. But being the naive and idealistic me, I didn’t wanna voice out my opinion lah later they laugh at me how. Ok so what I think is! I think the chinese government should just go “ok fine fellow monks and lamas, if you want independence so much, you can have it!” and see if they can really govern their own country. Then the world can see if Tibet is really capable of doing it and if they can’t then too bad lah they lose but i think every country should be given the right to at least attempt to govern their own people. Wait I know according to history, tibet has been given the right to do so and they kinda failed but haiya they so bising want independence mah give them lor right if they can’t do it at least everyone won’t say china is the bad guy now.

Sigh I dunno that’s why I never liked politics. Let me govern a country and I’ll go “all i want is peace..”.

Anyway let’s talk about my childhood! (damn random wtf) The other day I was talking to shanshan about our childhood cause she was telling me how she had to play alone since she’s an only child. Hahah damn sad one that’s why I never ever want only one kid. In fact I want 3 kids! But stupid barry said he only wants 2. Then I said nevermind I’ll skip my pill and get pregnant on purpose! Then he said he’ll kick me down the stairs if that happens wtf damn mean T_T

Last time when I was a kid, I used to live with my grandma in a very small town in Perak. It was really fun cause there were 4 of us including my cousin and we would play all sorts of stuff. Since we kinda lived in a village, we had chickens and all sorts of animals to play with. Sometimes we’d take out the chickens and rabbits and pretend we were gonna sell them! And when we played cooking we didn’t just use plastic cutleries and plates but we were allowed to play with real fire! We would pluck leaves and flowers and spat saliva. Sigh seriously village life was so fun.

I lived there for the first ten years of my life and never knew how to speak English. I mean, I probably learned it in school but I wasn’t that good in it since we only spoke Hokkien at home. In school, I spoke Malay with my friends (that’s why my malay super good) and sometimes Chinese I think. When I came to KL when I was 10, I hated it so much cause nobody wanted to be friends with me since I didn’t speak English =( My first few friends were Malays and up till I was 15, all my best friends were Malays. I found them much friendlier than other chinese kids who only speak English and were very snobbish to village people like me.

There was once when we just moved here, my sis was invited by this rich chinese kid to her house for a birthday party. My sis was so happy and so was my mom. My mom did her hair and I chose the nicest dress I had for my sis to wear. When we went to the girl’s house, we found out that there wasn’t anyone in there. In fact, noone lived there since there was grass growing all over and the house looked like it was abandoned for a long time. The next day in school, everyone laughed at my sis cause she actually believed that there was a birthday party…T___T I hated city kids for a very long time after that.

This post damn long but I’d do anything now but return to writing my paper haih. Anyway I still remember most of my childhood as vividly as ever. My grandma was very strict back then and she always punished us for everything. If I forgot to wear underwear to school (when I was 6 lah I didn’t like wearing undies), she’d make me kneel on the jagged parts of the bottle caps. Like you know, those bottle caps you play with. It hurt yeah but I got used to it so I’d rather kneel than wear undies wtf. That’s why my skin damn thick now haha. And she’d lock us out in the back alley or throw us out into the porch with a mattress for a couple of hours if we did something wrong. That’s why I never was afraid of the dark ever since.

Haha she was very creative with her punishments too! My sister would cry so much whenever our parents leave after visiting us (since they lived in kl that time) so my grandma would give her a bowl and said she have to cry till the bowl is filled with tears or else she can’t stop. She never cried ever since..

Sigh I miss my grandma so much. She used to be really tough and fierce but now she is such a sweet and benevolent old lady who cooks the best food ever. I was just talking to her the other day over the webcam and she told me that our dog died cause of old age T__T and that it’s about time for her too T______________T

I hate life why do people have to grow old and die T_________T I wish kids will never grow up so I can play with them forever and old people will never die T__T Huhuhuh I hate life and I hate hamsters cause they freaking eat their own babies (althought I knew this already but I just youtubed it and saw it with my own eyes). I hate hamsters..forever!!!1

Time to go back to the inevitable boo hoo.

To my very very best friend,

The 2nd tiniest girl I’ve ever seen who’s surprisingly as sporty if not more than me

The girl who wouldn’t go “step over my dead body first” when I suggest hiking as one of the club’s activities wtf

The girl with the sweetest smile and always always looks good all the time in every angle possible (not the one on the left pls wtf)

The girl who loves dogs just as much as I do =)

The best addition to the club we could have ever asked for

The girl who always goes out of her way to glue all of us together, although we are continents apart. The girl who says the nicest things to make you feel better.

Happy belated birthday Jiameei, we love you so much =) Will see you in a bit!

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Today we went jogging/walking around the lake cause we’re healthy like that!

Sporty Suet!

Sporty Angie!

No sporty shan2 cause she was sleeping and no sporty aud cause..don’t need to have a reason wtf

We were walking and saw a path leading very mysteriously to a place we’ve never been to before! It’s the mythical horse stable!!! *big wet eyes. We have a huge equestrian center in our college and we’ve never been there before (aside from Mild)

Aww cute horse! Some of them had to have their heads covered cause there were flies all over =(

Me and angie and Tamey (dunno his name but he was sooo tame so I named him Tamey wtf. So cute when we went near him, he’d come even nearer to kiss us hahah no lah actually he thought we brought him food)

I was uh..kinda scared

Still uh..rather scared. I didn’t even dare to look into the camera. Was warning the horse with my smile that if he ever tried to come an inch closer, i’m gonna..uh..i’m gonna run!

Mild wasn’t scared at all *in awe and admiration

Going back to jog! In the end I only jogged for 3 minutes and walked for 10 and played basketball for a bit.

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Agh I hate the fact that I have flamers now! >=( I have never had any in my entire blogging career before this except for some rare occasional “you wear too much makeup” ones. I mean, it’s not like those mean comments bother me or what lah cause why would I be bothered when I know most of the things that they say aren’t true anyway but it sucks to be misunderstood. Case in question is when people go around saying stuff like how my readers are blindly following me because i call myself thy king =.=

Haih worst is the way I’m blogging these days is not like how I used to blog anymore. All I do now is crack my head silly thinking of funny and creative things to blog about. But I’m a blogger not an entertainer so why am I stressing myself out doing something I should be doing for myself and not for others? Gone were the days when I used to write a 1000 word post on my bus ride home, or trivial things I feel and notice, or worries about my future/life. I even find myself unconsciously crossing out these things when thinking of what to blog about for fear of boring the hell outta everyone. I feel like there are so many expectations out there thrown all over me now.

But fuck it. I’m not paid by anyone to blog, neither do I have rules I should adhere to on what I should blog about. If I feel like talking about how addicted am I to oranges these days, so be it! So what if noone gives a shit about what I feel on those lonely nights? So what if people find me boring and expect me to be funny all the freaking time? And why am I having a one-sided conversation with myself?

Haih so emo for what. I have a HUGE pile of books right in front of me waiting to be perused (wtf haiya let me use words i learnt back in my SAT days can anot!) T____T I feel like my whole life revolves around writing papers and french exams these days. Can’t wait to go home!

COUNTDOWN:

13 days till barry’s arrival! <3

and jengjengjeng 25 DAYS TILL I GO BACKKKK!!!

Hello! Because I’ve been somewhat productive today as well (went to gym! continued writing another page for my paper!), I’m gonna reward myself by writing a good ol’ long and vain post. The other day I don’t know how but I had some extra time thrown in by the kindness of a supernatural being, I decided to take a video of the process of me putting on my eye makeup. I always get kinda lazy when removing my makeup so I didn’t put on foundation blusher blabla lah.

Ok so this is how I look like without makeup

Haiya I know you sure say why I have a certain angle why cannot show face from front sure damn ugly from front one wtf blabla ya you’re right, actually I look like shit if I smile from front but! I have perfected a certain technique so that I won’t look like a hyena if I smile from front!

Nah the straightest angle I can manage. My technique is don’t smile with my teeth la if not I’ll look like.. ok fine I’ll save you from having to see that.

Alright moving on, my products

All also very cheap one (and look like it too sigh) From top left,
silkygirl foundation-RM15,
Maybelline blusher-free cause stole from sis one nyehe,
vaseline..,
eyeshadow from silkygirl RM15,
Sephora liquid eyeliner $10/RM32,
eyeliner from a goth shop wtf $1/RM3.20,
Maybelline mascara RM25,
fake lashes from walmart RM6, glue from dunno where RM10,
eyeshadow from ELF $1/RM3.20

The video:

Disclaimers wtf:

1. Please don’t pick on my accent(s) haih I scared if I speak fully Malaysian accent then people who stumble on the video won’t get what I’m saying and if I speak American accent then people will say eh msian please speak msian accent. And it’s not easy ok speaking msian accent to a camera blabla lazy wanna explain so as you can see, my accent very indecisive one wtf

2. I have no idea why there are so many red bumps on my face. I woke up one day and found myself covered with those..itulah akibat lazy wanna wash bedsheets. See now let the bedbugs feast on me already

3. I’m sorry if it’s too disjointed cause the original one was far too long and I had to cut out parts. But nevermind! now I know how to take makeup videos already. I should take separates scenes and join them later.

4. Like I said, I know this might not be the right way but whatever lah that’s how I put it

If you’re too lazy to watch the video or don’t wanna endure hearing my voice T_T

First I’ll apply eyeliner at the bottom. I’m using pencil eyeliner cause I’m not that good at applying the liquid one yet. If you have small eyes, don’t line all the way in but I like lining all of it so that’s what i did

I’ll put on a light colored eyeshadow as base all over my eyelids

Then I’ll put on the darker color. What I do is I’ll start applying from the outer part of my eye and blend it inwards to get the smokey effect

Next, eyeliner..I just learnt how to put on the liquid one recently. You just need lots of practice for liquid eyeliner!

I’ve been so lazy these days so I skip the mascara entirely cause it’s harder to remove and just put on fake lashes. This needs a lot of practice as well so don’t worry if you don’t get it right the first time!

Put on the other side as well..duh wtf takkan do one side only hahah

Apply more eyeliner at the bottom if you want

Lastly, apply mascara at your lower lashes! (i hate this part cause always smudge one, you can put a namecard or something so it won’t smudge onto your skin but I’m too lazy to find a card)

That’s all! Not showing my whole face cause it’s covered with red dots and pimples haih

I think it’s a little too thick to go out in the day so if you want, skip the fake lashes and use mascara instead

Or you don’t have to put dark colors and can use bright ones instead. I have green and blue here but you can’t really see them though

BEFORE

AFTER

Like no difference only T___T except that my after picture has red dots and my before one doesn’t have any cause that was before I went to sleep and let the bedbugs bite my poor face.

Ok that’s all. wah shit I forgot I have my French midterm tomorrow how now brown cow no time to study already! nevermind let fate decide wtf

Fuh! I’m sooo productive today you don’t even know it seriously. I went to class from 11am till 4pm, then watched my favorite ONE TREE HILL (yes! the new episode is out!), then studied French, then went for French review class cause got exam this Friday, then came back at 9pm and spent an hour doing random stuff like checking the weather for tomorrow (21 celcius omg i love you weather god!) and jeng jeng jeng!

Spent the last 3 to 4 hours researching and writing my economics paper!!!! I’m writing an analysis of Malaysian economy which is going pretty okay I think..

Do you know?

“In October, the UN Conference on Trade and Development (UNCTAD) reported that in 2005 global FDI increased by 29% and FDI to Southeast Asia increased by 45%. However, FDI to Malaysia decreased by 14% during the same period[1]. A longer term outlook shows a similar trend. Total FDI inward stock for Southeast Asia increased by 42.4% from 2000 to 2005, while total FDI inward stock for Malaysia decreased by 9% over the same time period.[2] UNCTAD ranked Malaysia as the sixth largest destination for FDI in 1995; based on final 2005 figures, Malaysia now ranks 62nd.”

So sad T___T But otherwise, much to my delight, Malaysia isn’t doing all that bad in terms of GDP and all that! Yays ok the end babai! I will blog properly tomorrow now wanna sleep T___T Yay to productive Suet who will only resurface in moments of desperation like now wtf when the deadline is looming around the corner haih..

Today, we had our romantic dinner for two to commemorate our 40th month anniversary =) Haiya sorry I know we’re kinda mushy but I like the idea of celebrating every month just for the fun of it. Back home, we used to go out for dinner or do fun things on the 12th all the time! Be it eating in Pizza Uno where we met, mamak (oh murni ss2 I miss you so much!) or just an outing to Petroscience wtf, it’s still fun cause that way, we always look forward to the 12th so much!

Anyway, now that we’re miles and miles apart, we still really wanted to celebrate together and so we did!

Through Skype! Haha I took food from the dining hall (garlic bread and deep fried fish mmm) and he ordered lo mein from the chinese restaurant! =D

Lighting the candles =))))

Calling the waiter hahahha

waiter pouring water for us wtf

To show that I wasn’t naked! We were all dressed up cause fancy restaurant ma wtf

Feeding each other food =)

Drinking expensive wine wtf mmmm

Hahah Barry caught me eating with my leg up! Sorry lah like that very comfortable ok!

Paying for our meal hahahah god I love my boyfriend!

End of date =( Barry zooming off ala Superman after fetching me home wtf hahaha

Haih I miss him so much but it’s okay! We’ll meet again in exactly..17 days! I CAN’T WAIT BABYYYYY!

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I did a make up video! Haih but damn fail ok my accent kept switching between Malaysian and somewhat American wtf without my own will! Not like I damn wannabe and poser ok please try speaking to the webcam alone and you’ll hear all sorts of funny accents one!

Anyway I’ll think about it first and decide if I should post it up later lah. I basically just showed how I apply my makeup (very very simple!) and what kinda products I used (all super cheap one, below RM20 cause I’m stingy like that)

I know my makeup is not perfect or anything but I just wanna show that you can look good with cheap makeup too! Don’t have to use MAC or what lah silkygirl also can kautim the job already.

I spent an hour taking the video, an hour for our date, 2 hours to edit the video and 2 WHOLE HOURS trying to figure out how to use MAC!! GRR i hate mac seriously damn hard to use! No I didn’t buy Mac thank god but am using shanshan’s cause she needs to use my powerpoint. Haih 12.30am already and I hardly did anything school-related. Die die talk so much somemore haih byeeee!

oh p.s, plan A…….FAILED. T___T

Mission: Lose 4 kg before summer

Accomplice: Xu Shanshan

Enemy: FATS

Strategies:

I’M SO EXCITED NOW I FEEL LIKE TYPING IN CAPS BUT IT’S ANNOYING SO I’M NOT GOING TO BUT WHILE READING THIS, PLEASE SHOUT IT OUT LOUD!

FOR EXAMPLE WHEN YOU SEE 1: exercise, THINK IN YOUR BRAIN IT’S NUMBER 1: EXERCISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ok? set? go!

1: We’re only allowed to eat one big meal a day. If we eat a more than 500 calorie lunch, we must only eat fruits or vege for dinner! If we eat less than 500 for lunch, we’re allowed one piece of protein for dinner.

2: We must exercise 3 times a week, 1 hour each time. MUST! Since the weeks to come will be our dead weeks, we are allowed to alter the 1 hour to 30 minutes but we must do it!

3: We will do sit ups and push ups and other miscellaneous stuff in our room EVERY SINGLE NIGHT! HAIK!

4: We will encourage each other along the way and think of motivating phrases. If I’m eating correctly, Shanshan will say “wow suet you are so good! wow keep it up! wow jia you!” wtf. If I see shanshan doing sit ups, I’ll go “yay yay you go girl yay yes you can do it yay work that body” wtf hahahhaha damn annoying

5: don’t have already lah so many meh

OK so that’s our plan and let’s see if we can do it!

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update:

1. I managed to eat only yoghurt, oatmeal and a taco for lunch. Then, I went to the gym to work out for an hour and played basketball alone for 30 mins.

2. As for my accomplice, she gave up shortly after I asked her to go to the gym =____=

It’s ok! mission will not be aborted! Although I’m on my own now, I shall not give up during these crucial moments. I’ll die if I have to go home without losing weight cause the worst thing in the world is to hear people telling you that you’ve put on weight, ESPECIALLY if you hadn’t..(or so you think..)

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Attention Mr Barry Ooi,

A certain Ms Liew Suet Li has found your heart, please go to the lost and found section and claim hers in return.

Happy 12th baby! (although it’s the 13th already) I love you so much!

Truth is, I haven’t been able to get you out of my mind ever since you captured my heart 3 years and 4 months ago. I don’t know what to do anymore but to keep yours hostage as well. If you don’t plan to give mine back anytime soon, can I keep yours with me too? Cause the longer I hold it in my hand, the more I feel it permeating every part of my body. I’m so scared that it’ll be a permanent part of me and I won’t be able to give it back to you if you want it back someday.

40 months wow and we thought this was just a fling eh. I guess it’s better to not expect too much sometimes =)