Sweat Betul

 EDIT: Latest update, please visit this site to sign the petition. This is the only easiest thing you can do to help the victims of the bus crash and their families. Thanks! (remember, it could be you next..)
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I hate it here I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!! I hate the familiarity of my room, I hate the hot hot shower I thought I loved, I hate the cold dining hall, I hate this whole damned place!!!!!!!! I don’t want to be here! I want to go back to Malaysia and study in some local uni. I don’t care how sucky the education system is I just wanna go back home =(

I know everyone’s gonna go “shaddaplah there are so many people who want to trade places with you now ok!” I know but it just sucks a hell lot to be so far away from home. You’d have thought that after 6 months, I would have gotten used to this but I’m not. I think of home every moment I have nothing to think about (which is always). Seriously, I’m so tired of making new friends and speaking this stupid pretentious language! Manglish is so unpretentious and so..unrestrained.

Ok fine, I’m just pms-ing. I know how much shit I went through just to come here and how much my parents have to work to get me here so I’m not gonna complain anymore. And..I want my baby here =( It won’t be that bad if he’s here. If only we’re in the same college and stay in the same room. If only the weather here is warmer than -20 celcius. If only they have better food. If only this is Malaysia *whines

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I’m a little late in posting this but I’m sure most people know about the recent bus crash right? In fact, this is like the 3rd? bus crash in the span of one year or something that was caused by an irresponsible bus driver. It’s so much worse this time around cause it actually took the life of someone one of my friends knew.

Reading about it in the papers and in so many blogs make me sooo sad cause this girl is just like any of us. Young, ambitious and so full of life. 21 is not the age to die without a reason. 21 is not the age to end your life abruptly. 21 is the age when you’re supposed to find out what you’re gonna do in the future. 21 is the age when you’re supposed to find the guy you love and want to marry. So I’m thinking. Thinking about how it could have just easily been any one of us, thinking about how you’d have to give up your life for someone’s mistakes, thinking about what must have gone through her mind moments before.

Shit man that’s so sad. Do you guys feel it too? Feel that something tugging deep in your heart as you think along with me. Although you don’t have a clue who I was talking about, although no one you know was involved in an accident before, although you kept telling yourself that nothing like this will happen to you, but thinking about it just hurts doesn’t it? Cause we all know that from what we know about our public transportation, that very well could be us too.

Anyway, read more about it here. We have to do something about these irresponsible parties.

And:

Please post this on your blog now to help:

Chung Lern and Nian Ning’s families would like all families and friends of the victims, dead or alive, in the Slim River Bus Crash to come forward and join them in taking action against the bus company. Stand up to seek justice for these three innocent individuals, who were all so young and full of life.

If you have a blog, please call out to ANYONE who knows someone who survived or did not survive the crash to come forward to join the Lee family.

Make a huge difference, make a huge fuss.

For now, you may contact Lee Chung Lern at chunglern@gmail.com or preferably on his handphone at 012-6670368.

Please help?

P.s: my roommate is…..indian! haha.