Sweat Betul

Due to a demand to blog from certain people, I shall put aside the million and one things I have to do and blog about something really boring..like about me going to the church.

I know! close your mouths now!

Ok back story: My friend Giang asked me to go to some Christian Fellowship thingy this evening and normally I’d reject these kinda invitations since I’m strictly not a religious person AT ALL. But she said I’ll meet new friends and you all know how much I need more friends right now wtf. So I said ok I’ll gooo provided if they have free food wtf.

No free food in the end but I had lotsa fun! I noticed that religious people are generally much friendlier wtf, why ah? Cause when we first got there, we stood at a corner quietly and so many people approached us! I’m also going to the real church this Sunday for a mass (gasp all you want) BECAUSE they said we’re gonna go to Umass (a university) after that and eat there! Everyone knows umass has the bestttt food everrr! (oh for free too =DDDD)

I’m such a glutton wtf

Anywayyy I don’t have anything interesting to talk about. I just read all the news about what’s going on back home now and felt so appalled! What is happening to my country! Yeah I know people are gonna say that I’m not there now so I don’t have the right to be concerned/talk about it/feel sad but hey I’m here physically but every other part of me is back home with you guys ok *emo wtf

I don’t know much about it so I’m not going to sound smart and talk about it. But do tell me more if you want, and please think before you comment about this though cause you never know..I might get in trouble for the comments =S unless if that’s what you want to happen to me wtf

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I broke whatever rules I set for myself today cause I ate..after 9pm.

Mine was Asam Laksa but I didn’t take a picture of it.

I love mini snacks cause it’s only 137kcal per packet and I don’t feel that guilty eating it. I asked my mom to send me more but she said she doesn’t wanna make me fatter =(

so excited! while waiting for the water to boil

it’s readyyy!

I broke another rule…I usually will never ever drink the soup cause it’s really bad for you but omg the taste of asam laksa maggi was sooooo good I had to drink all of it.The taste is still lingering somewhere in my mouth. mmmm

super satisfied lor! Although I probably just gained another kg but I’ve never felt happier gaining that kg

oh I wanted to buy a daily planner thingy and a calendar and went to the bookstore. To my chagrin, I found out that a daily planner costs around $5!!! (rm18) So expensive! So! I did it myself! Drew this calendar myself and used an old notebook as my daily planner..which I haven’t gotten around to using yet.

taking camwhoring to another new level wtf

ok I have to finish all my work today and tomorrow so I can go to the church this Sunday! this is a new suet yo wtf (although I find it really hard to not scream ‘god doesn’t exist!!’ when they’re talking about how great He is..but I shall go to the church anyway to help me understand this fascination with a non-existent being) (and eat umass’ food)

I feel the same way everytime when I’m here. I tend to think less about my blog, about other blogs, and about the blogging world in general. In Malaysia, it’s hard to not blog for a long time because I don’t want my readers to run away and my hits to plummet. I always get so worked up when I listen to gossips about other supposedly ‘famous’ bloggers and sometimes get upset. But here, when I blog, I’m blogging for myself, not because I want to compete or anything. I don’t have to worry if other ‘famous’ bloggers are invited to an event and I’m not invited, or that I’m being paid less in an advertorial etc.

Bye and have a nice Monday everyone!

Hello!

Thanks for all your concern but I’ve arrived safely (actually NO ONE CARES ALSO *bawls cries throws tantrum wtf)

I was too tired yesterday and although I’m still extremely exhausted, I shall blog anyway since everyone wants to know what happened to me (or not *cries bawls screams wtf). My flights went pretty well, no delays whatsoever but it was so tiring. My total journey from KL to my college took me…jeng jeng jeng..

42 fucking hours T_______________________T

Can you imagine! Almost two days to get here!I know you don’t want to know but I’ll tell you my whole journey anyway.

9.25 am, left KLIA and arrived in Hong Kong around 1.20pm. (wah why I still remember the exact time)

I love Cathay’s planes! Individual screens with everything on demand, and plug! (but dunno why it couldn’t work on this flight) That’s my monkee (cause it sounds cuter with two ee’s wtf) and my all time favorite tam tam biskut ketam.

Monkee serving its purpose

4.30p.m, left HK and arrived in LA around 2.15am the next day. Which is 2.15 pm in LA I know it’s damn confusing.

7 hours layover in LA, watched my drama (Moonlight Resonance DAMN NICE WEI)

9.15pm, left LA and arrived in New York around 2am, which is 5am in NY stupid time difference I hate it! I have so much trouble adjusting to all that stupid time difference and didn’t know when I should sleep so ended up NOT SLEEPING AT ALL HUHUUHUHU

Anyway, departed NY around 7am, reached Boston around 8.30am.

Breakfast in plane

This was when the nightmare started.

From Boston airport, rushed like mad to get my huge suitcases and took a bus to the bus station. In the bus, I met this Japanese rocker chick who played violin in a rock band. We got along really well and talked and she said she’d come visit me! Yays! +1 friend wtf damn desperate

Arrived at the bus station, and took the next bus to Amherst. Reached Amherst around 1.30pm and took the next bus to my college, still lugging my huge suitcases. Saw a few lesbians, a few weird looking people, a few people dressed in the ugliest clothes ever, stopped the bus cause yeap that’s my college.

Lugged my suitcases up the hill to my dorm and finally, I heaved a sigh of relief. 42 hours, 5 hours of sleep, 4 plane rides, 3 bus rides, 2 time differences and 1 jap girl later, I was finally back.

Monkee, after 42 hours. Scared and very traumatized.

BUT.  I was far from done. I had to go get my key, then sign some forms and bunk the beds up myself. My room is far too small if I don’t bunk the beds but they said I have to bunk them up myself. WHAT?? Dude I just got back from a 42 hour journey, 5 hours of sleep, 4 plane rides, 3 bus rides, 2 time differences and 1 jap girl, you did not just ask me to bunk my beds myself!!

Alas, I was too tired to argue with the system and asked my neighbors to help me bunk the beds.

As if that wasn’t all, I had to lug all my stuff back from the storage myself. 14 boxes altogether. Only one very tired Suet. The storage place was only 100m away, thank god, but all the boxes are very very heavy. I ended up only bringing 4 of them back cause I felt like fainting already.

Took a shower, bought a drink, watched another episode of moonlight resonance, ate a fish burger for dinner alone, and went to bed.

If I wasn’t me, I would have thought what I just went through was very pathetic. Carry all the boxes one by one alone, eat alone, and stay in the room to watch drama alone wtf.

But, I am me. And I think what I just went through was very heroic. I didn’t know I could do all that alone but I did it. Now, I shall do what a person of my strength and courage and bravery is destined to do. I shall..watch my drama!

I’m gonna talk about a very disgusting/gross topic today so if you can’t stand that kinda thing, it’s advisable to stop reading now wtf

Today! I’m gonna talk about my inability to shit T_______T

You know right, all the entire 19.5 years of my life, I never knew humans were supposed to shit everyday one. Ever since I can remember, I shit every 4 days or so and I thought that’s really normal! Not until I met Barry and Audrey, the normal people who shit every morning and tell me about it wtf. I was so surprised at first and kept asking them how come they got so much shit to shit everyday wtf but they said everyone does it so I guess I’m the only odd one out T__T

In college, my roommate (shanshan) couldn’t go to toilet as well so right hahaha we were damn stupid one. Every time someone needs to shit, that person (usually me lah you think shanshan so crude like me ah wtf) will announce to the entire room that she needs to shit in a very proud voice. And the other person, instead of looking disgusted, will usually stare at her in envy and say “good job! I wish I can shit too” wtf.

When I found out the secret of shitting everyday (by eating 6 oranges a day hahaha), I shared with her this secret and we treated this as if it was the biggest secret of our lives wtf. Sigh but ever since I came home, I’ve only eaten 2 oranges these past 2 weeks and have trouble shitting again. Actually I know what to do to be able to shit one (drink more water, eat more fiber blabla), but I’m just too lazy to do all that only.

Why can’t I be normal and shit everyday! no wonder my tummy so big, all full of shit only T_T which goes to prove that I am indeed full of shit, literally T__T shit here shit there sounds damn crude wtf. I mean erm, excrete feces wtf or to defecate haih so formal for what whoever who takes offense in the word shit is full of shit lah everyone needs to shit/defecate everyday anyway (except me T__T)

oh ya why am I telling all this is cause today! I got diarrhea! (in a happy tone wtf) Remember I said I have a superpower and that my stomach is made of steel and that I can never get diarrhea no matter what? Well, I was wrong cause after eating curry fish head and maggi goreng yesterday, I woke up with an upset stomach which I welcomed with open arms wtf

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My grades are out! And they are pretty damned unexpected…in a good way! =DDD Seriously, all those late nights writing and fussing over my papers were soooo worth it now cause I got pretty good marks for them. When I first started college, my paper writing skills were..nonexistent wtf and I really sucked at writing formal/research papers. When I was asked to write a 5 page paper last time, I nearly fainted wtf but now I can do that and I did!

Thanks Lipman for giving me the hardest paper of my life! (i bet he was impressed with my super good title wtf) Thanks Moseley for saying I did a great job on the Malaysian economic analysis! Thanks Barry for all that guidance and proofreading! Thanks Shanshan for all that encouragement! Thanks Aud for all that love! Thanks Suet for everything else wtf

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My hair color damn bright now! =O

Trying to smile with my eyes but fail wtf

*pretend to wanna show hair color but actually wanna post more camwhore pics only wtf

omg everyone is waiting OUTSIDE the house for me now cause we’re gonna go pavillion or something aih will upload the rest later bye!

amidst all that flurry of packing our bedsheets and kettle and books and clothes and winter coats and all that taping up of boxes, writing our names and class, wrapping nice stuff in newspaper so no one will steal them, deciding which tops i should bring back, weighing my luggage, panicking about how everything is too heavy and that we wouldn’t have enough strength to lug them all up to the storage room 34810 miles away…..

heck my first year is over already.

it’s sinking into every part of me clearer than ever now. my first year in college is already over in a blink of an eye and as much as i wanted to just leave this place and just go back home, going back is the last thing i want now. having audrey, angela, shan shan and mild to get me through my first year made me wish to always have them all by my side until i graduate. but the party will be gone soon and there’ll only be the two of us next year.

i feel like i did so much the past year and learned so much, more than i could ever imagine and if i have a chance to do it all over again, i would. i just want to do all this all over again, and again, and never have to move on. i hated this place so much when i first came but i think i’ve grown to really love it. i just really don’t know how to love it as much when most of the people i love here won’t be here anymore. sigh.

this past week really summarized my entire first year. fun. crazy. hectic. fast. emo. happy. sad. too much worrying about nothing. loved. well-fed.
i don’t think i’m too excited about going home yet but i’ll try to be. i know i will be. plane food, in-flight movies, malaysian food, family, friends, jiameei, home, here i come.

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p.s: i’m so proud of myself! since everyone is busy packing and throwing things out, i found my new favorite hang out place..the trash room wtf. i like to just go down there to see what’s free and yesterday, i collected a grand total of 5 things. free boxes to store my stuff (yay don’t have to buy!), huge sketch book to play pictionary/win lose or draw with (which i think is pretty useless now so i will have to just throw it away =( ), magazines whee!, a dust collector thingy and free bottles of water! yays! anything free is good ok bye