Sweat Betul

Today, we had our romantic dinner for two to commemorate our 40th month anniversary =) Haiya sorry I know we’re kinda mushy but I like the idea of celebrating every month just for the fun of it. Back home, we used to go out for dinner or do fun things on the 12th all the time! Be it eating in Pizza Uno where we met, mamak (oh murni ss2 I miss you so much!) or just an outing to Petroscience wtf, it’s still fun cause that way, we always look forward to the 12th so much!

Anyway, now that we’re miles and miles apart, we still really wanted to celebrate together and so we did!

Through Skype! Haha I took food from the dining hall (garlic bread and deep fried fish mmm) and he ordered lo mein from the chinese restaurant! =D

Lighting the candles =))))

Calling the waiter hahahha

waiter pouring water for us wtf

To show that I wasn’t naked! We were all dressed up cause fancy restaurant ma wtf

Feeding each other food =)

Drinking expensive wine wtf mmmm

Hahah Barry caught me eating with my leg up! Sorry lah like that very comfortable ok!

Paying for our meal hahahah god I love my boyfriend!

End of date =( Barry zooming off ala Superman after fetching me home wtf hahaha

Haih I miss him so much but it’s okay! We’ll meet again in exactly..17 days! I CAN’T WAIT BABYYYYY!

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I did a make up video! Haih but damn fail ok my accent kept switching between Malaysian and somewhat American wtf without my own will! Not like I damn wannabe and poser ok please try speaking to the webcam alone and you’ll hear all sorts of funny accents one!

Anyway I’ll think about it first and decide if I should post it up later lah. I basically just showed how I apply my makeup (very very simple!) and what kinda products I used (all super cheap one, below RM20 cause I’m stingy like that)

I know my makeup is not perfect or anything but I just wanna show that you can look good with cheap makeup too! Don’t have to use MAC or what lah silkygirl also can kautim the job already.

I spent an hour taking the video, an hour for our date, 2 hours to edit the video and 2 WHOLE HOURS trying to figure out how to use MAC!! GRR i hate mac seriously damn hard to use! No I didn’t buy Mac thank god but am using shanshan’s cause she needs to use my powerpoint. Haih 12.30am already and I hardly did anything school-related. Die die talk so much somemore haih byeeee!

oh p.s, plan A…….FAILED. T___T

Okay I know I’ve talked about this a million times now but I’m seriously very proud of this fact ok. Today, in -1 celcius, I walked out with only a tshirt, a pair of jeans and a jacket. I’m wearing what I will normally wear to the cinema/mall in Malaysia except that this is almost 20 degrees colder! Am I brave or am I super brave? wtf. So if I come back to Malaysia and keep complaining about the hot weather then it’s not my fault ok! You’ll probably see me in shorts and tank top everyday, even in cinemas and malls.

My bravery aside, I shall talk about my issue with money, again. Ya lah I’m sorry if this is the most important thing in my life ok. I mean, money is not THAT important until I will choose it over love etc but it’s important enough for me to choose it over my own happiness. One, I really hate it when people tell me how I should spend more cause there isn’t any point in saving all my money forever but what they don’t get is I’m not saving it till I die, I just don’t think I should spend it on stuff that isn’t that necessary lah.

The fact that I have money doesn’t mean I’m rich or I should just spend it what. Two, what I ABSOLUTELY hate is how people say I’m studying in the states = I am rich. I am so not ok! If I am then why would I struggle so much to get a scholarship? If I am do you think I’ll be as stingy as I am now? As if I like being stingy omg I obviously wish I can buy anything I want or travel to anywhere I want where got people like to be stingy one! As if I like hunting like crazy for clothes less than $10! If I can I wish I can just go into a shop and buy something without having to head straight to the sales section ok.

I really want to start paying my own tuition fees starting from next year and not ask from my parents instead ok. This is my own education, I don’t see why they should pay for it. I wish I can tell everyone to just please understand, I don’t like and I don’t want to be stingy, but I’m just thinking way ahead than I should. What if I don’t find a job after I graduate? Who’s gonna pay for my expenses while I hunt around for jobs? What if my first job only gives me enough money to eat? Where do I get the money to buy car/rent house/get married?

My two siblings can’t even go overseas cause my parents are already paying for mine, so I really really want to support them later ok. My dad has to work in a freaking far place and leave my family behind and only come back once in 4 months. All that just to pay for my college so how can I simply waste that money to spend on myself?! I’m damn emo now lah T____________T Please dont say I’m rich cause my dad is working in Dubai and cause I can afford to come to the states, I’m really not. I worked really hard to get this scholarship and I’m only paying what you pay in Malaysia too please please please don’t ever say I’m rich.

Shit lah fucking emo fucking emo fucking emo furcdkif fekeomowdmqfoqwor3.

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Do you realize that when I’m not emo I use a lot of wtfs, when I’m emo one wtf also don’t have but got a lot of OKs. I sound like I’m trying to convince everyone about my emo-ness so keep saying ok? ok? ok? wtf

Ok lah I’m not emo anymore, came to my senses already wtf. Actually sometimes my stingy-ness also melampau already one. I have so many examples!

1. I will always squeeze my sentences in one line and if I have one extra word to write I’ll NEVER ever write into the next line lor! One line must be filled with at least 6 words wtf. Also, I will never skip one line, EVER. Unless if I really have to like to separate notes taken on different days.

pictorial evidence:

See, die die must write all in one line even if I have to put ^ and write above it wtf.

2. To save my highlighter, I will only highlight absolutely important stuff and will highlight the bottom of the words only.

3. For ’special’ pens, that are pens above 80 sen ones like those cool 0.4mm Pilot G2 (RM3.80 or so) or whatever, I will only use them to write very important stuff like my name wtf. My most expensive pen which is like RM5 or what lah, the super fine ink type, is still with me after 5 years. And I only used 1/4 of it in the last 5 years! That’s the amount of ink used to write my name in exams/books for 5 years wtf.

I know I’m a freak wtf

Dear friend,

Last Sunday, you turned 20 something. No, it’s not cause I don’t remember exactly how old you are, but it’s because it doesn’t even matter at all. What matters more is the fact that you’ll be graduating this year and forevermore be apart from me.

After these few months, there won’t be any silly trips to Saujana to camwhore, trip to the beach, trip to Giant to work together, trip to your house to watch dramas together, trip to Tze’s house with you in the car, trip to the mall here, trip to your room almost everyday, trip to across the campus just cause I wanted to watch Macbeth which we almost fell asleep 10 mins into it and left as soon as there was an intermission, trip to further away across the campus for some flea market thing which I wanted to go so badly too but we left after 2 secs cause all they had were granny used panties wtf, trip to the only party I went to last year, trip to all that clubbing sessions (although only twice wtf)..

Dear best friend,

Do you know that you are the sole reason I’m still alive in this place? You were also the reason why I chose this college. Whoa, two so very important choices in my life; my college and my death wtf.

Sigh, I don’t know how things will be in months to come. Who else can I speak to about every single minute details of my life? (aside from your brother of course, you Ooi siblings!) Who else do I turn to when I feel so excited every time I see that cute lesbian (seriously wtf), or who do I go to with all that recent gossip I just heard? Who can I speak Msian accent with? Who will I camwhore with? Who will say “god must have spent a little more time on us” when I ask why are we so pretty and smart? Who can I be so absolutely shameless and honest with?

Dear sister,

Although it’s hard to tell who really should be the elder one instead, I really think that I do treat you as my sister. The elder sister I never had, the younger sister whom I will always protect.

Do you know how much we went through together? From enemies who never wanted to say hi to each other, from a humble enemy who called the other up to say sorry (the reason why we are friends today, perhaps?), from a stubborn and shy me who didn’t want to hang out with you, from watching Click and The Devil Wears Prada when your brother left, from acting like silly monkeys and ghosts (videos we will never show to the outside world wtf), from missing not one train, but THREE trains together (ah, the Great Trip to Singapore That Never Happened story), from finding two more members to join us in our club, from the long distance relationship we had when you were in Japan, from the great summer we had when you came back, from ALLLL that to who we are today, haven’t we been through a hell lot?

To the smallest girl I know

To the girl with the nicest hair

To the girl I couldn’t stop staring at since we first met

To the smartest girl I know

To the girl who always makes an effort to patch up after a fight

To the girl with the best sense of humor

To the girl who does the best imitation of a leech

To the girl who still stands strong even though she collects trash for a living

To the girl I can never be mad at

To the girl who means so much to me

To the girl who influenced me in ways she will never know

To my friend, my best friend, my sister, and my princess

Happy Birthday.

I have the biggest dilemma of all dilemmas. You see, I have a boyfriend of 3 years (and 2 months this coming Tues!) and we’re so happily in love..when we’re not arguing. Anyway the arguments are not the problem cause I like it when we argue. So the other day we ran out of things to talk about (yes finally, after so long wtf), so we discussed this topic in great depth.

“Is it really possible to stay and love one person..for the rest of your life?”

If we do end up getting married when I am say, 27, we would have been together for 10 years then. 10 years + forever = a very awfully long time, isn’t it? I know if you do love each other then a very awfully long time seems like bliss but can love really do that? Can love really make up for I dunno..boredom? It just seems kind of scary to me, to date someone for 10 years and then spend your whole life with him.

How does it feel to live all your life with one person, wishing you’d met more people instead? Will I then regret for the rest of my life? Barry said maybe we should date around first and go back to each other later but then what if one of us finds someone better and the other one doesn’t?!???

Sigh this is truly such a big dilemma, Thelma. I don’t know why so many people wrote to you telling you about how he likes this girl but he’s too shy yadda yadda when there is a much bigger dilemma than that (like mine). I wanted to write to Big Bro too but he usually only get stupid dilemmas like how this guy couldn’t stop wanking everywhere he goes (trust me when I say everywhere..when he sees a hot girl in a mall, he’ll wank in the toilet etc eww) so I think my problem is too serious for him to handle.

I know what are you going to say. You are going to tell me to stay with him forever right? Is your name really Thelma anyway?

Tell me everyone, what should I do! Actually this is such a stupid question with no answer wtf. I put this as my personal message on MSN and got a somewhat neutral response. Some people said yes they believe that it’s possible and some said no and asked me not to be stupid wtf. Oh well, we’ll see.

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For CNY, I didn’t do much but I was happy enough cause on Day 1, we had fried rice which was really good! On Day 2 we had something like sweet and sour chicken which was sooo good too! On Day 3 we had Kung Po chicken which was good too. Those are the most chinese thing we can get here sigh.

And on Day 3 of CNY, I webcam-ed with my friends back home!

All of them =DD I was so happy!

Cibai..showed me angpows T____T Jess’ mom gave me one through the webcam hahaha but Jess is gonna keep for me till May.

We got bored after a while so we rolling our eyes wtf.

Them gambling while I watch in envy wtf. Sighhhh but it’s ok I’m happy enough to see them and have them see me too. Such is the wonder of technology =)

I miss everyone back home!!! Please wait for me to come back!

Queen Suet says:
tomorrow!!
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
gasp!
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
IT’S OUR ANNIVERSARYYYYYYY
Queen Suet says:
YESSSSSSSSSSS
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
HOW MANY YEARS EDI?
Queen Suet says:
I DUNNOOOO
Queen Suet says:
1?
Queen Suet says:
2?
Queen Suet says:
U TELL ME!!
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
NOOOOOOOO
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
GIVE YOU ONE MORE CHANCE WTF
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
MORE THAN 2
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
LESS THAN 4 WTF
Queen Suet says:
OH 2.5?!?!?!?1
Queen Suet says:
RIGHT!?!?!?
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
IT WAS A TOUGH ONE, YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED THAT WTF
Queen Suet says:
HAHAHHAHHAH WTF
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
i love you suet
Queen Suet says:
i love you too babyyyy

Are we not the most sohai couple you’ve ever seen wtf. Anywayyy this is supposed to be a super extra damn kao emo entry so everyone, stop laughing/smiling/giggling and start crying now ok!

1st year post, 2nd year post.

I already talked about how we met in my first year post but if you didn’t read me back then and are too lazy to read the post, it’s okay cause being the overly emo person that I am, I’m gonna write about it again.

They say love at first sight does not exist but it happened to me. Of all people, Cupid picked me. I was but a lost soul, staggering around in a restaurant taking orders from impatient customers, running back and forth to the kitchen with hands full of plates and a smile perpetually plastered on my face. Smile like you mean it! My manager used to say. I am, M’am, I AM!

And so that day it was for me. I was smiling like I truly absolutely completely meant it, but my arms had betrayed me and had gone weak and so I told all the other servers that I’ll be taking orders from now on. They protested but I won eventually cause I’m a girl and girls are supposed to kick ass like that. So it was the 12th of December 2004, a Sunday, and there I was trying to earn an honest income during my Form 4 holidays when I met the love of my life. Of all places, it was in a restaurant and of all people, it was me, the waitress and him, the customer.

Cupid, did you really mean to strike that arrow deep in my chest, or was it meant for someone else? Did you miscalculate the velocity and distance of the fatal blow or were your eyes really on me?

I went up to him after his dinner with his family and chatted casually. Later that night, he found me on friendster (thank god for friendster) with the only tidbit of info that I gave during our chat, my school’s name. He sent me an impressive message saying that he was the guy whom I served lasagna to and I was like wtf I serve 12167 lasagnas a day but after that, we clicked right on. Before this, I’d been dating people who were wayyy below my league. Guys who can barely speak English, guys who were stupider than they look, guys who try too hard to be all that. So when I finally found a guy who shared the same sense of humor, who spoke wayyy better English than I do, I did the stupidest thing ever.

I asked if he would like to watch the sun rise with me, after only 4 days of chatting with him, with no clue about where he lives/where he’s from/who he really is/what his surname is/if he has a dog. He said ok he would love to and he came to fetch me later around 5am.

I know smack me in the head! I dunno why! I guess it was cause my parents went to Korea and it was absolute freedom for me and I just didn’t know how to deal with such freedom. Kids, do not attempt such an act ever ok. You only get one shot in life and 9.99/10 times, you’re most likely to meet a weirdo/rapist/serial killer than the love of your life.

And I guess I got lucky again. So we met, we talked, and it was extremely enjoyable. The intended purpose of the excursion was defeated cause amidst all that excitement of telling my whole life story to a complete stranger, the sun rose behind us without us knowing it. =.= Anyway after that date, he asked if I’d like to watch planes take flight with him and the adventurous me said YES cause if he didn’t rape me the first time, why would he do it the second time riiiight? wtf. So off we go to KLIA and again, we talked so much that we missed the turn to klia and landed up in negri sembilan wtf. A completely different state =.= why are we so sohai even from we first met!

Determined to watch the planes take flight, we took a u-turn all the way back to Subang and then to KLIA again. Hello Uncle Ooi, sorry your son wasted so much money on petrol wtf. He was but a lost soul..wtf. So we reached KLIA and found the perfect spot cleverly named “the rooftop garden”. It was a beautiful night and the stars were all out so we just stood there looking at planes and stars and talked again for like..3 hours wtf.

At one point, I started telling him about how one of my exes almost raped me and I said LISTEN TO THIS WTF I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING THINKING ABOUT IT. I said quote I don’t know if I’m able to love again unquote and LISTEN TO THIS HAHAHHA as if what I said wasn’t stupid enough, he replied..ok cis he doesn’t want me to tell the whole world for fear of losing his macho status wtf so sorry everyone looks like you have to die not knowing what he said =(

And then we kissed the end wtf. It was really sweet cause we were both waiting for it to happen for the past 3 hours and when it did, it was almost magical. The stars seemed to shine brighter than ever, the planes seemed to have stopped roaring, the world stopped moving and time seemed to have stopped.

After that, I guess we just considered ourselves a couple without all that “will you couple with me” thing HAHAH nostalgia nostalgia. Who would’ve thought that two people who met at a most unlikely place would last so long eh? Well we didn’t expect it to turn out this way too but we’re not complaining!

So to my boyfriend, my best friend, my soul mate and the love of my life,

Happy 3rd. I love you. I love you I love you I love you.

I want to go through life with you, I want to grow old with you, I want you to hold my hands with every step I take, and I want to be there holding your hands in return. We complement each other so well that it seems almost impossible to find someone else for us. So I want to thank you. Thank you for loving me, thank you for not giving up on me when I was difficult, thank you for not giving up on this relationship, and thank you for not letting the distance kill us. You already gave me the best 3 years of my life, why not another 3 more? and 10 more? and 50 more?

I’m going to tell you how much I love you every single minute of the day until you get sick of it.

And then I’ll tell you some more.