Sweat Betul

Okay this is a makeup post so all the guys can whistle and go ‘okay my job here is doneee’ wtf.

**there are over 40 pictures!**

Since I have time lately, I compiled all my eye products (mascara and eyeshadow) to do some sort of a review.

First of all! How to give yourself double eyelids! Okay everyone probably knows this already but I still want to show it anyway.

My eyes without mascara but with eyeliner and a little eyeshadow.

My right eye has no double eyelid (actually got but my eyelid is like..folded in..so can’t really see), so this is what I do

cut a little bit of cellotape, and then cut it into a 0.08cm stripe.

Then, stick it somewhere..uh..there. wtf I suck at explaining things but you have to experiment a little to get the result you like best.

yay double eyelids for both eyes! I don’t really like my eyes cause erm the eyelids are like folded in omg this is so hard to describe!! haih whatever lah if you don’t understand let me know I’ll draw it out wtf

First of all! Voluminizing Mascara from The Face Shop (RM29, non waterproof)

picture from here cause I forgot to take a pic of it

put it on my left eye, right eye is without mascara.

closer look at it

from the side. I didn’t curl my lashes before that so it’s not that curled.

Verdict:

Pros: I really like this mascara cause it doesn’t clump together like other mascaras and it’s pretty affordable. The waterproof one is about RM10 more but since my eyes aren’t that watery and my mascara and eyeliner don’t smudge easily, I got the non waterproof one. Sooooo much easier to remove!

Cons:  can’t think of any right now

Next! The super overhyped Tsuya Tsuya Angel Eyes mascara.

My mom got them for me last month when she went to Genting and she didn’t want to tell me how much it was at first, just kept insisting that it was really good cause she saw the promoter putting it on for someone else. When I found out how much it was, I screamed bloody murder wtf cause IT’S SO DAMN EXPENSIVE AND NOT WORTH THE PRICE!

ok fine I didn’t tell my mom it wasn’t worth it cause it was really nice and sweet of her to get it for me (for my sis actually) blabla long story short IT IS RM130 WTF WTF damn expensive!! It’s RM52 for the mascara itself, another 78 for the black fiber thingy. There’s another white fiber thingy to complete the set but that’s another rm78! so she didn’t get that.

I tried applying myself but I really didn’t think it’s that good so I went to Midvalley where they had a booth there and asked them to put it on for me.

sideview

hahahah got some random lady behind wtf

This is with both the white and black fibers but since I only have the black one (which is for volume), I tried it myself at home.

with just the mascara

dabbing the black fiber on

the result.

Without the white fiber, my lashes are definitely shorter but still pretty long I’d say.

verdict:

pros: Lashes are definitely thicker than my faceshop one and surprisingly not that clumpy at all. I only put on one layer of it so I guess it’ll be much thicker if you put like..5 layers wtf

cons: bleh too expensive so knowing me, I’d say that it’s not worth the price. It’s only so so when it comes to removing it, not thaaat easy but not super hard either.  TOO EXPENSIVE BAH

Next, Maybelline’s XXL mascara. (rm35) I used to use the other black one prior to this (which is really good) but I thought I’d try this one out.

1st step: apply the white side first to elongate your lashes

Then, apply the black part!

sideview

Verdict:

Pros: I’d say that this is actually as thick as the tsuya superexpensivewtf tsuya one! plus it’s sooo much cheaper!

Cons: Kinda clumpy..only alright when it comes to removing it (maybe I should get a better makeup remover wtf)

right one is tsuya superexpensivebettergorobwtf tsuya, left is maybelline

ok fine tsuya is not as clumpy

bleh can’t decide which is better!!

okkkkk next! I got a few more stuff ok! Told you I’m *kind of* free.. if you’re too tired looking at my eyes, go grab a drink or something and come back!

ok fine i’ll put them after the cut!

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is my last day of work!

I’ve never been so happy since…I started work *wipes tear

I mean, I do like my job (not really haha) but it’s so dry and mundane! I dread going to work everyday ok wake up at 6am and wish the boss will call me and say today don’t have to go work cause..the office is infested with cockroaches or something wtf. Research work is soooo boring especially when you’re researching oil/petroleum blah.

It’s a good experience yeah but I’ve really had enough.I don’t know how my other colleagues can stand doing that every single day and they are all so hardworking! The earliest I’ve been to the office was around 8.30am and everyone was already doing their work! The latest I’ve ever went home was around 6.30pm and everyone was still busy doing work T_T I’ve NEVER ever seen any of them goofing around before. No facebook/blogs/youtube nothing! Only work work and work. The pay must be reallyyyy good then.

Yawn will continue this post tomorrow. Sorry for the abundance in advertorials lately, have to earn enough for my flight back =( Bye!

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I’m so angry at so many things lately *shakes fist in anger

1. I HATE MOSQUITOES

I seriously super duper damn kao hate mosquitoes. My hatred for it grew ten-million-fold these past two weeks cause they keep biting me for no good reason at all! Ok that’s stupid of course they have a reason to bite me but the thing is, I sleep with my brother and HE NEVER GETS BITTEN. So angry!! For the past two weeks, I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night to scratch away and to spray Ridsect every 10 minutes or so. And they never die!!!

I bought whatever you can find in the market to kill mosquitoes to put in my room but I still get bitten every night T__T I’m contemplating if I should apply mosquito repellent all over me before I sleep every night now boohoo.

Proof:

SEE!!! These marks are almost a week old so they look like chickenpox now but they used to be much bigger!

My arm. I have like 10 bites on each arm T_T and 20 on each leg ok T____T

Last Friday, a mosquito actually bit my eyelid AND the fold inside my ear!!!!!!!! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?? How did the mosquito fly into my ear, sneak itself into the fold and bite it!?

Then today, all hell broke loose when some stupid mosquito did something no other mosquitoes should ever do. It…bit…my…face T______________________T

Rule no. 1 for mosquitoes all over the world: thou shalt never touch a girl’s face, EVER! or hell hath no fury like a woman scorned!

Cannot see? Let me point them out

Ok so fine they don’t look that prominent in pictures but I swear if you see me now you’ll think that someone just beat the crap out of me cause my face is red and swollen all over! >=(

Disgusting picture of my ulcer T_T damn painful can die

I hereby grant myself the ultimate mission ok exterminating ALL THE MOSQUITOES IN THE WORLD. Touch my face again and you’ll die!

2.  I HATE PEOPLE WHO CALL ME AH MOI!

You know what’s the worst thing in the world? My grandma wanted to name me Suet Moi omg let me die now T_T thank god thank god thank god someone chose suet li instead if not I’ll have to answer to everyone who calls me ah moi. Can you imagine that??

Anyway, last week, we were walking back from lunch when one of my heels got stuck and I tripped. Right when I tripped, some stupid rempit on a bike wolf-whistled at me and called me ah moi. YOU WANT TO SEE AH MOI?? I’LL SHOW YOU AH MOI DUSH DUSH DUSH

Nah, a clearer pic wtf.

Anyway it happened quite some time ago so I’m not that angry anymore but right then I was so mad!! maybe cause it was embarrassing enough to trip and not have some rempit watch me fall…..

3. I HATE OLD PEOPLE

ok that’s an unfair generalization. I usually adore old people and feel sad when I see them and try to help them do whatever but I really hate this particular old man!

What happened was, last week when I was in Giant, there was this..60 year old man in front of me pushing his trolley. I was pushing my trolley with my mom behind him and we (both me and the old man) were kinda looking to our right cause someone was selling something. Suddenly, the old man stopped abruptly which caused me to bang my trolley into his feet.

He then started yelling at me and said I’m stupid for not looking at what was ahead of me. I was very apologetic at first cause for one, he was old and I respected him and his heel was bleeding from that collision so yes, I was really sorry. I told him I was very super sorry and he still kept scolding me!!!

He started saying that I have no eyes and that I shouldn’t talk next time when I’m pushing the trolley. WTF? I couldn’t take it anymore and retorted, saying that he was the one who stopped abruptly first and that he too, was looking at the salesman on our right.He got extremely mad that I talked back at him and started cussing at me. WTF?!?!

I was so mad cause a crowd was forming to watch this drama and he was making it seem like it was completely my fault!!! I do admit that I was wrong for not stopping in time cause I was busy looking to my right but I already said sorry what!! I then asked him what does he want from me? I already said sorry and he still kept yelling at me so does he want like compensation or something wtf and he got angrier cause I’m supposedly ‘younger and I shouldn’t talk back’

He thinks being older means he is always right ah! He thinks younger people should just always admit that they’re wrong and bow to him and not talk back! Finally, knowing that I couldn’t do anything about it, I just walked away. Last I saw, he was still yelling at me =.=

4. FLAMERS

Walao have you heard about the whole scandal??Ok if you haven’t, don’t bother, cause it’s just a waste of your time. What I’m really upset about is how people take that opportunity to flame ME too. Someone said I’m just some girl who talks about my stupid life and ugly boyfriend and doesn’t think I should be famous. (siao one if I don’t talk about my life then talk about what! it’s a personal blog what not entertainment/celebrity gossip blog) Not only that, I notice that lately I’ve been getting relatively more negative comments than I usually do.

Yes I know I shouldn’t get upset over these lowlife people who are just hiding behind pseudonyms and their computers whose single best achievement in life is flaming me or other bloggers. I also know that they are only sour/bitter/jealous for god knows what reason.

Honestly. Honestly. Honestly. Sometimes I wish I don’t have a blog or I should disable comments or I should lock my blog because I’m not the type of person who can take harsh comments and pretend that I don’t care. because. I do. I really don’t understand why they have to say stuff like that. I’m just a very very regular person who happens to blog. I’m not a celebrity blogger (i don’t know what that means), I’m not talented in any way (HAVE YOU SEEN ME DANCE/SING/ACT?!?! capsed cause I really suck at dancing/singing/acting), I’m not tall or slim enough to be admired like models and I just happen to be lucky sometimes.

I’m lucky that I found out about relatively affordable American education and that’s why I’m studying in the US now. Why get jealous cause of that? Anyone can study in the US what! I’m not even rich and I don’t attend events/party so why get jealous? Yes, I found someone who loves me very much but so can you what! (sounds like a self help book wtf if i can do it, SO CAN YOU! *points at you wtf)

If you really can’t stand me then just go away lah T_T if you can’t stand my wtfs (which if you notice, have been reduced a lot), if you can’t stand my face, if you can’t stand how emo/mushy I can get sometimes, if you can’t stand how people read me  even though I’m not pretty/have a stupid life and ugly bf then just fuck off la.

(i have a lot more to say about this, will continue in another post)

(ok screw it I shall never touch this topic again cause someone told me if you want to publish something about yourself online, you should be prepared to get criticisms which I totally disagree! Why must people behave like that towards other fellow human beings? Why must people vote CRASH  when mazlan won his car on flyfm?? argh this seriously makes me want to lock my blog. A blog is supposed to be a place where you can talk and share about your feelings and life and if doing that means you have to put up with mean, uncalled for comments, then I seriously am not ready for it)

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Went to Bijou Bazaar for the first time last week!

I drove all the way to cheras and then to bangsar then to midvalley then to curve and then back! omg what an achievement for me ok i usually only drive to the kopitiam behind my house to tapao food wtf

at kimgary, our official meeting place haha

bought this top at the bazaar for rm20! *big wet eyes

p.s: i came to work earlier today just so I can blog and everyone came even earlier than I did to do their work! *gasp* i’ve never seen more hard working people than this bunch

Continuation of Redang!

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Finally, after all that drama about Firefly, I can post pictures of Redang in peace! Oh yeah I haven’t talked about what Firefly finally offered me, have I?

Ok after tons of emails and phone calls, they finally put someone who knows something in charge. This woman is extremely polite and nice and understanding, basically just someone every company in the service industry should have. She offered us a RETURN ticket each to anywhere in Malaysia + our refund back. I know airlines don’t usually give cash compensation anyway so we took up her offer.

It was also confirmed that the two flamers in my firefly post are indeed firefly staff. I have mixed feelings about this..on one hand I really want to do something more like write in to the media and complain about MAS/Firefly’s unethical staff, but on the other hand, I keep telling myself that bah it’s not worth all that trouble. Actually I’m just a chicken lah, what if I get them fired then they throw acid at me T__T

But still, they should be reprimanded for such an unprofessional act too. How can they, representatives of a reputable company, leave such insulting comments? Is that how they deal with criticism?

Anyway, since that is somewhat settled, redang!

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I’m gonna refrain talking about where I work or who are the people involved for risk of getting dooced, heh. Sooo anyway, sometimes it’s nice working in this whole office environment cause there is so much drama! First, I’ll talk about the mystery of the 26th floor.

You see, the 26th floor is a very strange place to be. Whenever we use the elevator, there is bound to be someone who is going to the 26th floor. Every single day. And we never ever see the same face twice…which means they never leave the office………………(mystery deepens here…) actually no la no more mystery. Anyway my conclusion is the 26th floor…EATS people!!! WTF sorry for this childish conclusion hahaha

Another mystery/drama in the office. I *think* one of my colleagues (fellow intern)…….has….an…affair with another intern wtf. Very interesting one! Everytime one of them goes out to toilet etc, the other person will follow after exactly 2.4 minutes! They have lunch together secretly without anyone knowing (they won’t walk out together to avoid suspicion) and TODAY! both of them didn’t come to work!!!

jeng jeng jeng….

Oh oh! I thought of another mystery. Yesterday when Barry was in the canteen, he told me that he saw not one, not two, not three BUT SIX COCKROACHES scurrying out of a food stall! Why is it so dirty inside?!?! And all along I’ve been eating food from this very canteen religiously! My motto is I must only spend not more than RM5 a day for lunch so I can save the rest and the only place that has food less than RM5 is the canteen! or roadside food stalls etc sigh why is food in kl so expensive!

So anyway the end that’s all. My life is sooo fulllll offf dramaaa right!!! sigh who am I kidding. My life is so NOT full of drama right now cause I’m like a robot who does the same stuff everyday T__T  even all the mysteries/dramas I just said are so boring T_______T but only I don’t find it boring cause I need whatever small drama I can get now. (but you have to admit..that mystery about the 26th floor is rather intriguing..and it IS rather fun to spy on my colleagues teehee wtf)

eh do you think they’re luring people there (yeah still about the 26th floor wtf) and then kill them and steal their organs and sell them off?!?!?! omg should I investigate this matter further??! or maybe they advertise in the newspaper (quick money, please head to the 26th floor of xxx building) that’s why a lot of people go there but none of them will ever come out!!!

heart beating very fast now cause can’t wait to finish work so I can go check it out wtf. But what if I go then they kill me too?!!? Ok I need a back up plan……

Haiya whatever let me show some pictures first.

Remember we won some photoshoot thingy from the dinner? Welll here it is! We asked barry’s family to come along too so they can do their family photoshoot! I can’t do mine cause dad’s not here =((((

there was this really cute dog there!

cute dog winking hahahaha

awwwwwwwww seriously damn cute i want a dog!!1 or kitteh!

wah suddenly eyes look damn big! thanks to fake lashes! and cellotape cause gave me double eyelids hahaha you know I damn stingy wanna buy those tape that gives you double eyelids so I used cellotape instead and it worked really well too! time to save money, girls! wtf (but careful ah quite painful one..)

the lighting in the studio was really good!

HERE’S A SISSY PICTURE OF BARRY CAUSE I’M MAD AT HIM NOW!!! told you i’m pms-ing! I wrote an emo post about us but he didn’t let me post cause it made him sound sissy in that post! Cause got some stupid people lah when I post emo stuff about us and sweet things that barry does for me then they call him sissy wtf so he emo already.

audrey! secretly took this photo one cause they don’t let us take pictures in the studio hence this badly taken pic hence the photographer’s butt wtf

hmmp still angry >=(

good hair dayyy!

Today at work,

outfit courtesy of bamboostereo <3

no i’m not at work now……….this doesn’t look like an office………it’s my room……really one…..

NO THAT’S NOT THE EDGE OF AN OFFICE TABLE wtf ok bye going home! oops I mean going for dinner..erm no i mean going to sleep..err no going toilet aih whatever (bad liar wtf) (boss i already finished my work!)