Sweat Betul

is my last day of work!

I’ve never been so happy since…I started work *wipes tear

I mean, I do like my job (not really haha) but it’s so dry and mundane! I dread going to work everyday ok wake up at 6am and wish the boss will call me and say today don’t have to go work cause..the office is infested with cockroaches or something wtf. Research work is soooo boring especially when you’re researching oil/petroleum blah.

It’s a good experience yeah but I’ve really had enough.I don’t know how my other colleagues can stand doing that every single day and they are all so hardworking! The earliest I’ve been to the office was around 8.30am and everyone was already doing their work! The latest I’ve ever went home was around 6.30pm and everyone was still busy doing work T_T I’ve NEVER ever seen any of them goofing around before. No facebook/blogs/youtube nothing! Only work work and work. The pay must be reallyyyy good then.

Yawn will continue this post tomorrow. Sorry for the abundance in advertorials lately, have to earn enough for my flight back =( Bye!

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I’m so angry at so many things lately *shakes fist in anger

1. I HATE MOSQUITOES

I seriously super duper damn kao hate mosquitoes. My hatred for it grew ten-million-fold these past two weeks cause they keep biting me for no good reason at all! Ok that’s stupid of course they have a reason to bite me but the thing is, I sleep with my brother and HE NEVER GETS BITTEN. So angry!! For the past two weeks, I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night to scratch away and to spray Ridsect every 10 minutes or so. And they never die!!!

I bought whatever you can find in the market to kill mosquitoes to put in my room but I still get bitten every night T__T I’m contemplating if I should apply mosquito repellent all over me before I sleep every night now boohoo.

Proof:

SEE!!! These marks are almost a week old so they look like chickenpox now but they used to be much bigger!

My arm. I have like 10 bites on each arm T_T and 20 on each leg ok T____T

Last Friday, a mosquito actually bit my eyelid AND the fold inside my ear!!!!!!!! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?? How did the mosquito fly into my ear, sneak itself into the fold and bite it!?

Then today, all hell broke loose when some stupid mosquito did something no other mosquitoes should ever do. It…bit…my…face T______________________T

Rule no. 1 for mosquitoes all over the world: thou shalt never touch a girl’s face, EVER! or hell hath no fury like a woman scorned!

Cannot see? Let me point them out

Ok so fine they don’t look that prominent in pictures but I swear if you see me now you’ll think that someone just beat the crap out of me cause my face is red and swollen all over! >=(

Disgusting picture of my ulcer T_T damn painful can die

I hereby grant myself the ultimate mission ok exterminating ALL THE MOSQUITOES IN THE WORLD. Touch my face again and you’ll die!

2.  I HATE PEOPLE WHO CALL ME AH MOI!

You know what’s the worst thing in the world? My grandma wanted to name me Suet Moi omg let me die now T_T thank god thank god thank god someone chose suet li instead if not I’ll have to answer to everyone who calls me ah moi. Can you imagine that??

Anyway, last week, we were walking back from lunch when one of my heels got stuck and I tripped. Right when I tripped, some stupid rempit on a bike wolf-whistled at me and called me ah moi. YOU WANT TO SEE AH MOI?? I’LL SHOW YOU AH MOI DUSH DUSH DUSH

Nah, a clearer pic wtf.

Anyway it happened quite some time ago so I’m not that angry anymore but right then I was so mad!! maybe cause it was embarrassing enough to trip and not have some rempit watch me fall…..

3. I HATE OLD PEOPLE

ok that’s an unfair generalization. I usually adore old people and feel sad when I see them and try to help them do whatever but I really hate this particular old man!

What happened was, last week when I was in Giant, there was this..60 year old man in front of me pushing his trolley. I was pushing my trolley with my mom behind him and we (both me and the old man) were kinda looking to our right cause someone was selling something. Suddenly, the old man stopped abruptly which caused me to bang my trolley into his feet.

He then started yelling at me and said I’m stupid for not looking at what was ahead of me. I was very apologetic at first cause for one, he was old and I respected him and his heel was bleeding from that collision so yes, I was really sorry. I told him I was very super sorry and he still kept scolding me!!!

He started saying that I have no eyes and that I shouldn’t talk next time when I’m pushing the trolley. WTF? I couldn’t take it anymore and retorted, saying that he was the one who stopped abruptly first and that he too, was looking at the salesman on our right.He got extremely mad that I talked back at him and started cussing at me. WTF?!?!

I was so mad cause a crowd was forming to watch this drama and he was making it seem like it was completely my fault!!! I do admit that I was wrong for not stopping in time cause I was busy looking to my right but I already said sorry what!! I then asked him what does he want from me? I already said sorry and he still kept yelling at me so does he want like compensation or something wtf and he got angrier cause I’m supposedly ‘younger and I shouldn’t talk back’

He thinks being older means he is always right ah! He thinks younger people should just always admit that they’re wrong and bow to him and not talk back! Finally, knowing that I couldn’t do anything about it, I just walked away. Last I saw, he was still yelling at me =.=

4. FLAMERS

Walao have you heard about the whole scandal??Ok if you haven’t, don’t bother, cause it’s just a waste of your time. What I’m really upset about is how people take that opportunity to flame ME too. Someone said I’m just some girl who talks about my stupid life and ugly boyfriend and doesn’t think I should be famous. (siao one if I don’t talk about my life then talk about what! it’s a personal blog what not entertainment/celebrity gossip blog) Not only that, I notice that lately I’ve been getting relatively more negative comments than I usually do.

Yes I know I shouldn’t get upset over these lowlife people who are just hiding behind pseudonyms and their computers whose single best achievement in life is flaming me or other bloggers. I also know that they are only sour/bitter/jealous for god knows what reason.

Honestly. Honestly. Honestly. Sometimes I wish I don’t have a blog or I should disable comments or I should lock my blog because I’m not the type of person who can take harsh comments and pretend that I don’t care. because. I do. I really don’t understand why they have to say stuff like that. I’m just a very very regular person who happens to blog. I’m not a celebrity blogger (i don’t know what that means), I’m not talented in any way (HAVE YOU SEEN ME DANCE/SING/ACT?!?! capsed cause I really suck at dancing/singing/acting), I’m not tall or slim enough to be admired like models and I just happen to be lucky sometimes.

I’m lucky that I found out about relatively affordable American education and that’s why I’m studying in the US now. Why get jealous cause of that? Anyone can study in the US what! I’m not even rich and I don’t attend events/party so why get jealous? Yes, I found someone who loves me very much but so can you what! (sounds like a self help book wtf if i can do it, SO CAN YOU! *points at you wtf)

If you really can’t stand me then just go away lah T_T if you can’t stand my wtfs (which if you notice, have been reduced a lot), if you can’t stand my face, if you can’t stand how emo/mushy I can get sometimes, if you can’t stand how people read me  even though I’m not pretty/have a stupid life and ugly bf then just fuck off la.

(i have a lot more to say about this, will continue in another post)

(ok screw it I shall never touch this topic again cause someone told me if you want to publish something about yourself online, you should be prepared to get criticisms which I totally disagree! Why must people behave like that towards other fellow human beings? Why must people vote CRASH  when mazlan won his car on flyfm?? argh this seriously makes me want to lock my blog. A blog is supposed to be a place where you can talk and share about your feelings and life and if doing that means you have to put up with mean, uncalled for comments, then I seriously am not ready for it)

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Went to Bijou Bazaar for the first time last week!

I drove all the way to cheras and then to bangsar then to midvalley then to curve and then back! omg what an achievement for me ok i usually only drive to the kopitiam behind my house to tapao food wtf

at kimgary, our official meeting place haha

bought this top at the bazaar for rm20! *big wet eyes

p.s: i came to work earlier today just so I can blog and everyone came even earlier than I did to do their work! *gasp* i’ve never seen more hard working people than this bunch

I’m gonna refrain talking about where I work or who are the people involved for risk of getting dooced, heh. Sooo anyway, sometimes it’s nice working in this whole office environment cause there is so much drama! First, I’ll talk about the mystery of the 26th floor.

You see, the 26th floor is a very strange place to be. Whenever we use the elevator, there is bound to be someone who is going to the 26th floor. Every single day. And we never ever see the same face twice…which means they never leave the office………………(mystery deepens here…) actually no la no more mystery. Anyway my conclusion is the 26th floor…EATS people!!! WTF sorry for this childish conclusion hahaha

Another mystery/drama in the office. I *think* one of my colleagues (fellow intern)…….has….an…affair with another intern wtf. Very interesting one! Everytime one of them goes out to toilet etc, the other person will follow after exactly 2.4 minutes! They have lunch together secretly without anyone knowing (they won’t walk out together to avoid suspicion) and TODAY! both of them didn’t come to work!!!

jeng jeng jeng….

Oh oh! I thought of another mystery. Yesterday when Barry was in the canteen, he told me that he saw not one, not two, not three BUT SIX COCKROACHES scurrying out of a food stall! Why is it so dirty inside?!?! And all along I’ve been eating food from this very canteen religiously! My motto is I must only spend not more than RM5 a day for lunch so I can save the rest and the only place that has food less than RM5 is the canteen! or roadside food stalls etc sigh why is food in kl so expensive!

So anyway the end that’s all. My life is sooo fulllll offf dramaaa right!!! sigh who am I kidding. My life is so NOT full of drama right now cause I’m like a robot who does the same stuff everyday T__T  even all the mysteries/dramas I just said are so boring T_______T but only I don’t find it boring cause I need whatever small drama I can get now. (but you have to admit..that mystery about the 26th floor is rather intriguing..and it IS rather fun to spy on my colleagues teehee wtf)

eh do you think they’re luring people there (yeah still about the 26th floor wtf) and then kill them and steal their organs and sell them off?!?!?! omg should I investigate this matter further??! or maybe they advertise in the newspaper (quick money, please head to the 26th floor of xxx building) that’s why a lot of people go there but none of them will ever come out!!!

heart beating very fast now cause can’t wait to finish work so I can go check it out wtf. But what if I go then they kill me too?!!? Ok I need a back up plan……

Haiya whatever let me show some pictures first.

Remember we won some photoshoot thingy from the dinner? Welll here it is! We asked barry’s family to come along too so they can do their family photoshoot! I can’t do mine cause dad’s not here =((((

there was this really cute dog there!

cute dog winking hahahaha

awwwwwwwww seriously damn cute i want a dog!!1 or kitteh!

wah suddenly eyes look damn big! thanks to fake lashes! and cellotape cause gave me double eyelids hahaha you know I damn stingy wanna buy those tape that gives you double eyelids so I used cellotape instead and it worked really well too! time to save money, girls! wtf (but careful ah quite painful one..)

the lighting in the studio was really good!

HERE’S A SISSY PICTURE OF BARRY CAUSE I’M MAD AT HIM NOW!!! told you i’m pms-ing! I wrote an emo post about us but he didn’t let me post cause it made him sound sissy in that post! Cause got some stupid people lah when I post emo stuff about us and sweet things that barry does for me then they call him sissy wtf so he emo already.

audrey! secretly took this photo one cause they don’t let us take pictures in the studio hence this badly taken pic hence the photographer’s butt wtf

hmmp still angry >=(

good hair dayyy!

Today at work,

outfit courtesy of bamboostereo <3

no i’m not at work now……….this doesn’t look like an office………it’s my room……really one…..

NO THAT’S NOT THE EDGE OF AN OFFICE TABLE wtf ok bye going home! oops I mean going for dinner..erm no i mean going to sleep..err no going toilet aih whatever (bad liar wtf) (boss i already finished my work!)

Today I made an important discovery! Actually it’s more of a theory than a discovery but whatever here goes! I was having dinner with my mom when I thought of this but when I told her, she wasn’t really amazed at such an amazing theory hmmp >=(

Ok my theory is, anything that can be stolen are things you shouldn’t spend on!

It’s damn true ok! My mom was commenting on how suxxor to the maxxor my phone was and I told her that there’s no point getting a good phone cause people are gonna steal it! Which is why I’m stuck with my butterfly phone for life cause even if I leave it on the table no one’s gonna steal it anyway. Like Daniel (a fellow el cheapo friend of mine wtf) said, that person who is about to steal my lousy phone will most probably slip in some money for me out of pity so I can get a better phone HAHAHHA

Yeah so don’t ever splurge too much on handphones or handbags or other steal-able stuff! Things like clothes and food are okay cause no one’s gonna steal them from you! Shoes also okay la harder to steal when you’re wearing them. Laptops just get the cheapest ones like mine, Dell wtf quite good for its price ok.

OMG THIS IS SUCH AN AMAZING THEORY! Follow this and you will never regret for life!

Hmm, I should alter my lifestyle to follow this theory from now on. Which means..I probably should get better makeup and skincare products cause nobody will steal them. *pats self

Oh I was looking at my old pictures and since I’m in an okay mood today, I shall reward all of you with pictures of shanshan! hahaha i can hear the shanshan fan club going hysterical wtf. Anyway, if you don’t know, shanshan is my pretty roommate from china ok please don’t ask where is she from already! She has a boyfriend and he’s from Harvard ok so if you’re better than that then maybe you got chance lah ok no more questions about her! if not need to pay wtf

in our ex hallway

So cute! *jealous cause her smile damn nice T_T while mine was deemed weird. sorry lah not born with it ok maybe i’m not born with it leh hah! have you considered that when you criticized my smile! You can say I’m fat cause it’s something I can do about but not my smile ok only I can say how ugly it is other people cannot wtf damn emo

Haih a bit reluctant to post my own picture cause it pales in comparison next to hers but whatever laaa

ANYWAY i damn sad cause tomorrow is doomsday T__T I’ve been whining to my mom, sis, bro, bf and everyone that I will have no life starting from tomorrow wtf haih I know i’m exaggerating.

10.30pm time to sleep T_T I haven’t slept earlier than 2 am since like..ages sigh.

p.s: won’t update that much anymore unless..if I do it during work nyehehe and get fired wtf

Hello! Is me! hahahaha inside joke wtf you know how those ah bengs in friendster will just message you out of the blue with very bad english and will usually start off the message with “hi~~ is me!” which sounds really stupid in english but actually means “shi wo/ hai ngo” in chinese. Anyway, in my attempt to sound funny/lame, I shall greet everyone with “oh hai, iz me!” and start off all my posts that way too wtf

Anywayyy, I’ve been up to many many things lately so I shall just write a rough update without pictures.

1. I got a job! Yay is me! I’m gonna be interning in a consultation company and will mainly do economics research. The job sounds good and so is the pay but what I hate the most is the fact that it’s in KL T___T I hate KL with a vengeance especially when you have to work there cause it suxxor to the maxxor to commute there everyday! After very careful calculation, I estimated that I need around 1.5 to 2 hours to get there for ONE way! This will be my future schedule:

6.30am: I is wake up

7.00am: leave for work, hop on bus, change to ktm, change to monorail

9.00am: reach office (hopefully) and start work

12.00pm: I is go lunch!

1.00pm: continue work T_T

5.00pm: get excited cause gonna leave soon

6.00pm: leave office

8.00pm: I is reach home and go gym

10.00pm: bathe and sleep

WTF NO TIME FOR DINNER! gym or dinner? gym or dinner?? gym T____T  damn no life wei is this what working people do everyday?!?! please tell me it’s not true! =((((

2. We started going to the gym two days ago and have been very religious patrons cause wanna make our RM15 worth it wtf. Hmm, but my instinct tells me that I will stop going once i start work lor!

3. I will be spending an awful lot of time with Barry………I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing! Ever since we were reunited (reunited and it feels soooo goooood) last month, we’ve been seeing each other almost everyday! (we saw each other 28 out of 30 days this month wtf) and we are also gonna work in the same company doing the same job! We are gonna commute in the same train every single day, eat lunch together, go shit together, come back together AND go gym together!!! then we’re gonna get so freaking sick of each other but later have to be apart for 4 months again T___T

Somemore he followed me to MY family trip, I followed him to HIS family trip, and we will be going to our own holiday soon wtf seriously our families are also very sick of us already! I’ll pop by his house everyday and go OH HAI IZ ME! and his sister and mom with greet me very unenthusiastically wtf and when he comes over to mine my mom also lazy wanna say hi to him already.

Should we get married already ar? wtf. We wanna get couple rings but why they’re all like RM400 for one! So expensive do you know where we can get one for like RM100 wtf don’t tell me I have to DIY ah T_T

4. I is going to the Urbanscapes!

5. I is sick of using I is and Iz me already. not funny after a while already wtf

Hello people I’m going to Penang (again) tomorrow, this time with Barry’s family instead. Will blog when I come back on Monday or something! Here’s a not so nice picture of me at the wild life party just now! (the only pic i have of me for now, thanks yeehou!)

sorry your left eye a bit cacat, aud

Can’t really see my costume here but I’ll post more pictures when other people post them cause I’m damn stupid lah this time I brought my camera but too lazy to take it out from my bag and take pictures with it. So if you took a picture with me just now, please let me know so I can steal from you ok!

Mmmm penang food again tomorrow marie france can go die la wtf

p.s: try guessing what did i go as!